When Nothing Else Matters

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Nothing Else Matters is a great Metallica Song. Inspite of the years that passed by
Metallica is still an excellent band. What do I know I'm just an old guy almost Forty.

Metallica as a Rock band was once what google is now in Internet.

Rose McGowan is an actress pale as death but damn hot.

Mike Tyson is... Well I actually do not know what the hell is. Once as world heavy weight champion a sore loser and a third world country celebrity and currently a daddy in grief (due to the loss of his daughter in a tragic but an interesting accident) .

Lill' piece of me

As we're on it let me tell you a little of my self.

I'm basicly 30 somethin'(actualy in my late 30's), male. Single, never been married and never procreated and I hope to get in to that later.

I Live in Turkey, Istanbul. The relationship between me and Istanbul is complicated. It is love and hate kind of relationship. I hate the things that I have to do to survive in this city. I live for the great pleasures and satisfaction which the city occasionally but not conviniently offers. The Bosphorous Straight is another pleasure to mention about but requires a detailed seperate post in order to achieve a fair description.

I'm a TV buff. I have a potential to watch anything on tv. I can even watch myself staring @ tv from tv.

My favorite ones are the American series with the exceptions of Coupling UK and Primeval . Though Turkish televisions has a quite number or domestic series I just get my self to watch them all.

For the past couple of years my fanaticism on tv series has taken a a different dimension a path perhaps. Downloadin' the series from Internet with peer to peer applications. Specifically e-mule. But I occasionally pay for my downloads as well.

If there's a Tv series heaven I've definately reached there and fallen directly down to TV series hell. I've fallen from grace because these are the days where TV series seize to continue weekly. This is where TV industry take a vacation untill september.

I've seen and loved series that most of my country men havent heard of or did not care at all.

And, there are also movies to download. Thanx to progressing internet communications downloadin a full good quality move takes a matter of minitues. (depending on your internet connection).

As a summary I'm a Turkish male livin' in istanbul and distancing myself with my own countrymen and assuming to live in a country that isn't there.

Being born, raised, educated in Istanbul I have the illusion that Turkey is all about Istanbul. everywhere is just like it but without the bosphorus. I also assume that everybody is at the same social and educational level with each other since we have such a great education system.

Some one once said that; "Assumption is the mother of all fuckups". And I seem to fuck up quite often for the past couple of years. Man's mind work different ways mine works wierd. I have a different perception of life and everything attached to it. This perception has a strong impacts on my decision making.

I've just rememberred the days when I was young and attendin schools. After the first year of school I practically started to suck at my classes. Though everybody claimed that I was one bright individual I Literally started to run down the stairs of success after my first year in school.

I have several theories on why that failure to success took place all through my academic life.

One is I'm practically an idiot that is the reason do not have enough brain cells alive. This actually can be the reason because I was diagnosed photo-sensitiv Epilepsy when I was in the second grade. I was immediately on epilepsy medication over the years and practically was drugged from second grade thru' my softmore year in highschool. Probably not much alive brain cells left anyway.

Another theory is me being dyslexic. I like this one more then the previous one. I have a problem with written language therefore failed to succeed in the academic world. Well I've just read it from wikipedia I aint suffering from dyslexia. I've occasionally miss-read or miss-spelled a lot of words but that aint it. I just can not concentrate on anything long enough. I'm a moron


Last theory is based upon the fact that I chose my father as a role model instead of my mother or uncle, on my mother's side. Unfortunateley we do not have a lot of brains on my father's side. This may be because of the fact that my grandparents on my fathers side were distant but not distant enough relatives. As i mimicked him I activated the genes that were bad for my academic life and became this way.


As a result I'm what I am, a little bit narsisist fairly tall and fairly big nosed. Brown eyes devilishly handsome and adorable with a lot of issues attached to my self. In due time you'll receive get to read some blog posts by me and have a piece of my mind and life around my existance.

Panda Kicks ass @ the box office

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Panda Kicks Ass,

Looks like "Kung Fu Panda" the animation movie of the 2008 Summer is
into some heavy ass kicking.

Chubby Panda Master of Kung Fu has already achieved the #1 position @
the box office leaving major contenders such as Indiana Jones, Sex and
the City
and the evidently no need to see stupid Adam Sandler movie Zohan

This is an animated story about martial art techniques created by
mimicking the certain animals. No need to say that it is also about the
animals from which the tecniques are inspired.

It is going to take a while for me to be able to watch it from where I
live. Which is Turkey by the way.

I normally blog in Turkish which is my native language but today I
decided to make an acception to the cause. The reason for this exception
can be monitored in my page statistics. I suck in blogging in Turkish
and somehow If I suck less in english it may motivate me for my future
posts.

We'll see about that.